I can't express my feelings any longer.
This rejection is making me sick.


please, make a move.

Up on melancholy hill.

Recurring Nightmare

What's worse than the usual Recurring Nightmare?

The dream where everything it's okay.

when you leave, can you please turn off the light?

Gatekeeper

Well it's time to begin as the summer sets in
It's the scene
You set for new lovers
You play your part painting in a new start
But each gate will open another

June July and August said
"It's probably hard to plan ahead"
June July and August said
"It's better to bask in each others"

Gatekeeper seasons wait for your nod
Gatekeeper you held your breath
Made the summer go on and on

Well they tried to stay in from the cold and wind
Making love and making their dinner
Only to find that the love that they grew in the summer
Froze

February April said
"Don't be fooled by the summer again"
February April said
"That half of the year, well we'll never be friends"

Gatekeeper seasons wait for your nod
Gatekeeper you held your breath
Made the winter go on and on

Gatekeeper, Gatekeeper, Gatekeeper
Seasons wait for your nod

I find this extremely ironic, but pleasant.

Leslie Feist - Gatekeeper ♥

I'm home.

*Echo*



...

Loneliness

Modern Man (?)

In my dream I was almost there
Then you pulled me aside and said you're going nowhere
They say we are the chosen few
But we're wasted
And that's why we're still waiting
On a number from the modern man
Maybe when you're older you will understand
Why you don't feel right
Why you can't sleep at night now




Why?

Arcade Fire - Modern Man

Face to Face

You are
Face to face now
Face to face

You are
Face to face now
With me


There's not much I know about you
Fear will always make you blind
But the answer is in clear view
It's amazing what you'll find face to face

It really didn't make sense
Just to leave this unresolved
It's not hard to go the distance
When you finally get involved face to face

Face To Face - Daft Punk

Férias

É.
Acontece que eu também tenho Férias.

A quem me segue e gosta de ler a reunião é em Setembro,
até lá não ponho aqui mais os pés.

Beijinhos abraços e muitos palhaços :)

Praia da Coelha na imagem <3

Free bird

Cause I'm as free as a bird now,
And this bird you'll never change.
And this bird you can not change.



I got out of your cage,
You really thought I would stay here forever?

No more sacrifices.
No more pain.
No more nothing.

Lynyrd Skynyrd - Free Bird

Amsterdam.

And time is on MY side, it's on MY side now
Not pushing ME down and all around
No, It's no cause for concern

Coldplay - Amsterdam (kinda')

Eu sempre tive o tempo,
Apenas o usei para teu proveito.

João Récio(!)

Stop looking.

I worked hard, Tried hard.

I never wanted anything but this
I worked hard, tried hard
I ran around in domestic bliss
I fought hard, died hard
Every time you're running out of here
Every time you're running get the fear

I never wanted any broken bones
Scarred face, no home
You words surround me and I asphyxiate
And I burn all hate
Every time you're running out on me
Every time you're running I can see

I'm not a vegetable
I will not control myself
I spit on the hand that feeds me
I will not control myself.

Every time you're running get the fear

Vais demorar muito a voltar?

The Swamp

Fui ter contigo,
Numa noite de inverno estranhamente quente,
O teu ar não me enganava, estavas zangada com algo.
mas, surpreendentemente, regurgitaste um :
"Gosto mesmo de ti... mas...".
Eu sabia, devíamos ter ficado lá fora, esta era a altura ideal para puxar do meu cigarro.
Ah! Que vontade que tive de partir tudo à minha volta...
As tuas palavras confortaram-me , sort of, mas incomodante estava o calor daquela sala, e a quantidade de casais com auras cor-de-rosa na sua cabeça.
"~não tem mal, eu percebo, e também já esperei tanto... espero mais um bocado"
Sorriste... até hoje não percebi o significado desse sorriso.
Eu morri mais um bocado por dentro, nunca fui lá muito paciente, nem tu curiosamente,
Acho que nunca tomei tanta atenção aos teus olhos, por um segundo pareceu que ias começar a chorar loucamente, pergunto-me o que passou pela tua cabeça.
Sinto um piano a cair de um prédio qualquer e a partir-se no chão com um grande "BAM!!", sinto que me deram um tiro e procuro as minhas entranhas no chão, mas afinal tinhas apenas agarrado na minha mão.
Tentei dizer qualquer coisa mas saiu apenas alcatrão. (que rima cliché)
Com a voz muito tremida perguntei se estava tudo bem...
Ao que me respondes-te que se calhar íamos andando, acenei com a cabeça, na esperança de um afecto qualquer que nunca vieste a mostrar.
Apanhamos o mesmo autocarro, abraçados, juntos, por meio-segundo até me esqueci do que tinhas dito antes, a tua tentativa de um "não" muito subtil.
Nunca foi uma das tuas características, nem mesmo à frente de pessoas que conhecemos, ou à minha frente.
Sais-te do autocarro, sentei-me.

Desde então que fiquei encravado naquele autocarro, na esperança de que me leve a outras paragens, ou que entres na próxima.

João Récio (?)

Quicksand

You will always come around for another glass,
Another kiss of that perfume,
Another look at that class,
Another stroke on your museum




Some people fall in love and

Touch the sky,

Some people fall in love and find...

Quicksand

listen to it

Don't Try

Go slow, Go slow.

woooow.

Go slow.

I've been down onto my knees
And you just keep on getting closer

Crystalised - The xx

The way the World is designed to fall apart #1

Waking up and looking at the mirror,
Wrong,
Looking at yourself,
Looking at your self,
Looking at ...
Rushed back,
Pillow is still warm,
Heat,
Now cold,
Self,
Your,
Wrong,
Belong,
Wrong,

Something,
Despair,
Crumble,
Your,
Dream,
Blood,
Despair,
Truth,
Lies,
Wrong.



There's Blood in my Self Mirror.

The way the World is designed to fall apart.

Oh my hollow earth.

There's Far, But No Further

Brincaste até partir,
Sou o teu Camião do Lixo,
Tudo o que me deste vai para reciclar,
Não, Vai mesmo para o enterro.
Porque naquele momento me senti assim,
Camião do Lixo sem rodas para andar,
A ver a poluição de Lisboa,
O cheiro a podre no ar.

Arrogance,
It gets me so heavy.

Monta o cavalo do teu carrossel e vai pó caralho.

Ryuuzaki-kun

Empire Ants

Little memories, marching on
Your little feet working the machine
Will it spin? Will it soar?
My little dream working the machine

Soothe like a wave
It passes far
Closing in on the moon
From where we are


LITTLE DRAGON <3

Fog

"How did you go bad?
Did you go bad?
Did you go bad?
Somethings will never wash away
Did you go bad?
Did you go bad?




And the fog comes up from the sewers
And glows in the dark"




Fake a Smile...........

Amazing sounds of orgy

Cease this endless chattering

Like everything is fine

When sorry is not good enough

Sit in the back while no-one drives







I know you're still doing it.

The Amazing Sounds Of Orgy - Radiohead

Espasmo de loucura

I am the key to the lock in your house (heart)
That keeps your toys in the basement.
And if you get too far inside
You'll only see my reflection.


And either way you turn
I'll be there
Open up your skull
I'll be there
Climbing up the walls.

Climbing Up The Walls - Radiohead

Talk.

Olá.

Eu hoje venho falar de árvores.
Porquê?

No outro dia acordei, levantei-me, tomei um café e fumei um cigarro à varanda.
Estava nublado mas não ao ponto de estar escuro,
existia uma espécie de aura à volta de todos os objectos e pessoas,
Estava claro.

E foi ai que me apercebi:

"As árvores já não têm folhas"

A minha cabeça entrou em overdrive,
um monte de perguntas rasgaram o meu cérebro:

Como é que sobrevivem sem folhas?
Como é que respiram sem folhas?
Como é que se vive sem respirar?

Juntei tudo:

"Como é que as arvores aguentam 4 meses sem respirar?"

Fui pesquisar:

Não gostei de ir pesquisar, preferi ficar na minha metáfora.
Até que ponto é que estou mesmo a respirar?

Acho que não estou,
O mesmo oxigénio percorre o meu sangue já lá vão uns meses / anos.


And believe me,
I'm doing my best to act cool,
But the lack of feedback,
It's making me so uncomfortable.


Are you going to stay in your chair hoping for the best
or
Are you going to find me?

Am I supposed to keep this pace for how longer?





mantenho a música

Pretty Speeches

PunchDrunk LoveSick SingAlong

I wrapped you inside my coat
When they came to firebomb the house
I didn't feel pain, 'cause no one can touch me
Now that I'm held in your spell

esta imagem está qualquer coisa.
sinto a tua falta, amo-te

Like spinning plates (live)